Whole

Whole is a funny word as there is the homonym, hole, which means almost the exact opposite. English is such a funny language.

This is not what I want to write about. I want to be whole. I want to work out hard, drink water and green tea, eat veggies, tofu, and whole (ahhhhhh!) grains. I want to get whole, even shop at Whole Foods, money situation permitting.

Some times I feel like I have a big gapping hole in my soul. The way I fix that hole is to become whole. I need meditation, exercise, and fresh strawberries. I need to be clear on my intentions.

I need to become a Whole Warrior. I need to grow my inner samurai. I need to guard my inner beauty, and create a sanctuary within that will feed my soul.

The only way to get that whole is to heal, to be willing to do the hard work. I need to give up Diet Coke and chocolate. I need to work out 5x week and meditate daily. And I need to find fun, free, fabulous things to do to feed my spiritual child that sits on a red pillow, in a tropical garden, where Pelicans fly above white foam waves, in the land of sweet pomegranate tee-pee.